I don't know if I should tell her... (long, please bear with me)?

To me she seems like it would be a little wierd if u 2 dated. Maybe she is afriad of getting in trouble with authorities sense she is a minor or of the age diff. What u should do is flirt with her n stuff n see what she does. Do you love her? Just have more confidence un urself,just start flirting for a while,see what her reactions r and if they r good,then ask her to go out with you,when u do ask her out buy her fave flowers and fave candy.=] Maybe take her to go see a movie she really wants to see and then go to her fave place to eat n hangout. Maybe go bowling or something. And STOP telling urself u aren't good enough to get married,u r ONLY 18,u still have ur whole life ahead of u! Most ppl don't get married till they r like 21-26. Stop sweating it! The more u tell urself u aren't good enough to get married,the more it will lower ur selfesteam and it will affect ur personality and beliefes. I really like what you think about dating. I really wanna do that too. I'm 15,never bin kissed and never had a bf. There is this guy that I really,really like,possibly even love and I want him to be my ONLY bf and future husband. Are u a Christian? Btw,ask her to hang out with u as a friend more often so u 2 can get to know eachother a lot better,then maybe ask her out,like say something like you'ved like her for a long time,u respect her and would love to go out with her. Also tell her how beautiful and a strong girl she is. I seriosuly wish all my luck towards you and I hope she says yes when u ask her out!