Whats wrong with me??? Pic Inside thx..?

there is nothing wrong with you. Everybody has their uniqueness and if your girlfriend cant accept that I think that you should find someone your happy with. Everybody has their ups and downs and goes through a phase were their happy and depressed. You will get over it. Try listening to some music thats what I do whenever Im depressed. As for your dj thing keep trying to maybe try something new related to music like a musician or something. Goodluck